Another Saturday Another Death Threat

It’s not the first and I am sure it will not be the last.

“DIE!” repeated ad infinitum in my email inbox this morning.

I called the police the first time it happened almost twenty years ago. I had received hate mail before that, in the actual mail, but laughed it off and threw it away. The hate mail sent via email had more teeth and scared me a bit, plus I knew the person who was sending it at the time and I was not her only target.

“We all believe in what you do,” the older policeman said to me as the younger one was writing the report. “We’ve all seen and felt too much and been somehow helped out of situations for this not to be true.”

His reassurance was kind and there was also nothing they could do about the hate and threats due to them not being direct.

Now when the hate comes, I send unconditional love to the one who sent it, put up my boundaries, and set my awareness of the world around me a bit higher than I regularly do. I have not called the police again, it’s just part of being out there in a public-facing way.

I got spotted in the wild yesterday for the first time since landing here three months ago. It’s been three months exactly as of today and our wait-and-see how it goes period is evolving into more permanence. It’s time to commit for now. Yesterday I thrifted myself a hat and some wintery shoes.

And my dental issues are back. The tooth I had filled is too high, making my bite off, and I need to go back in and have it ground down. Fun!

These are all recurring themes when I make big moves and expand my public presence going back to childhood; death threats, dental issues, and being spotted. I also have had to say, “No” to a few things lately, another indication that my boundaries need to be in place for what lies ahead, meaning an expansion is coming.

I don’t yet know what it is or what it will look like, but it’s on the way to me.

The Lion’s Gate Portal energy is all about expansion, bringing more of everything into our spaces, allowing for clearing and healing what needs tending to, and receiving an abundance of good.

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I’ll see you Monday for our weekly check-in post.

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