Yay Zoey! Are you feeling some excitement about moving? Echoey house must feel odd. ❤️ This was indeed a powerful weekend filled with transformation, love and remembering who I Am. I missed an important medical appt today and was quite upset at myself. I called a beloved teacher and learned it was because I'm not ready to go to the surgeon, I had other healing to do first. And they might not be the right Dr. Living moment to moment in this now, releasing and next! Lots of love and peace to you John and the pups.
Thank you for your article and your check in. I’m glad Zoey is well! It’s so nice to feel the exchange of love and the fairy godmother energies. I hope things go smoothly for you as you get closer to your move date.
I am unfortunately sick with some sort of sinus infection or something. My husband got his normal allergy issues this time of year, but apparently it was more than just allergies and he passed it on to me. I never get sick so it’s really weird. I think I’ve only been sick twice recently, once in 2017 and once in 2020. So I’m trying not to beat myself up for not taking more care with measures to protect myself against his germs. And because I believe my new migraine medicine is the reason why I caught it when I normally wouldn’t. Both things I would normally blame on myself, and I’m working on that. And not to write a book, but the craziest thing happened my husband bought some Tylenol, cold and flu for when he was sick. I don’t usually take that sort of stuf, and it’s generally the natural stuff that I take, or children’s stuff that doesn’t have any added dyes or anything. But he was telling me how it helped him so I ended up taking some yesterday and ended up in the emergency room. My whole body turned red and burning and itching. It was nuts! I haven’t been to the ER since I was 14 and I’ve been there twice since January once for my migraine and once for this. I don’t know what the heck is going on. Anyway, all that happened, and I’m miserable today because it seems like this is the worst day so far. And of course migraines come when I have a cold or sinus infection so I’m dealing with that as well. While I was at the ER, they took all of the tests for flu and Covid and everything which all were negative so that was a positive thing out of the visit. I had already taken a home test, but it was double confirmation. Yay!
But overall, we actually have a nice day today which I am loving. I have some windows open. I have one tulip that the deer did not eat popping up and I’m hoping they at least let it bloom. 🌞🤣
I’ve been thinking about you all and your upcoming move. I definitely know how hard moving across country can be. But it sounds like you’ve got awesome plans with stopping in New Mexico and that it will be a pretty fun move.
Oh wow Nora, I really loved how you described the energy flow of support and love you’re experiencing right now. That felt like such a gift to receive and something for me to take with me as I move in my own life. Opening to receive and then flowing the energy onwards giving to someone else, not grasping or holding onto it, but instead just being a place it flows through on its own journey. Thank you for that.
In my world, the relationship bubbles keep coming. Your input on Thursday’s call was really helpful and Chris and I ended up having breakfast that Friday morning (wasn’t even in the picture and then it all came together Thursday evening after the call). Kind of wild how quickly things can align and come together these days. It was definitely anxiety-inducing, but ultimately really good and grounding. It feels like things are starting to stabilize out a bit, but we’ll see.
In general, I’ve definitely been in a phase of deep reckoning with who I am and how I co-exist with other humans, whether in romantic relationship, friendship, community, larger society, etc. I am deeply emotional and I live my life feeling and processing every bit of existence through my emotional centers. That’s just how I am and how I do and I’ve tried to hide and mask and not be that for my whole life. This phase is about me owning that I am this way and I have to be more of this in my relationships and the outer world and stop masking, which feels so good and also ridiculously vulnerable and high stakes. And there’s a part of me that is so mad that this is just the way it is, that this is how I operate.
Lastly, I live in a pine forest, and our next door neighbors today cut down 12 huge pine trees. I’m SO LIVID and ridiculously HURT. These lives that had done nothing wrong and have lived for decades and decades are being cut down because these humans who moved into this home, in a fucking pine forest mind you, just a few months ago, were scared. Like don’t fucking move into a pine forest if you’re scared of pine trees. These beings who were here sooo long before are just instantaneously murdered and I can’t stop crying. This decision can’t be undone and they can’t be replaced. This was decades of growth and life gone in an instant for people that will likely live in this house for 3-5 years. But their decision lives on long beyond them. And yet somehow I’m the only one that sees the pain of this and feels the deep grief and anger and everyone else is acting like this is a-okay and normal. It’s not fucking normal!!!
Anyway, I’m sending you and Zoey and the whole family hugs and love and easeful movement in the transitions. Limbo is often an unsettling place to be, so may there be beauty in yours. 💜🙏🏼✨
And on EARTH day to kill those trees! I'm so saddened by this. I send you loving support in realizing that you ARE a gift to us, being exactly who you are!! Modeling sensitivity. Thank you.
I am so sorry for your loss. It's truly devastating to lose beings like this.
Love the feedback re: you and Chris and how you wove that all together after being so vulnerable and open during the session last week. You always are and it's such a strength, you depth of feeling and willingness to share it all.
Thanks for your share, Helen. I can relate to getting enraged by cutting trees and clearing natural growth areas. It seems like every other week, someone takes a chainsaw to something growing in a nearby park. Also appreciate your description of accepting/owning who you are as feeling “good and also ridiculously vulnerable and high stakes.” 💚
The sun has finally come out where I am after about two weeks of rain (it’s interesting to me how much my mood and the weather seem to be in sync). My headache is still there but not as bad. I am feeling lighter. I still think I’m going to need help with my crunchy shoulder muscles at some point, but it’s not accessible to me now.
I’ve been very slow with my channeling experiences since I took the class, but they are coming. I’m not trying persay, but sometimes someone just shows up to help me. I’m pretty sure Yogananda showed up for me last week to help me meditate! (not someone I even knew anything about, but have started reading his book now). I sat down to meditate the day after your transmission and ended up having a pretty intense altered state experience and feel like I came out of a huge fog of fear. Took me the rest of the weekend to process the energy through and get back into my body! Wild.
(I was feeling a bit vulnerable for being seen in my suffering in the transmission last week, I think I didn’t realize I was in so deep, so thank you for holding space for me 🙏🫶).
Glad that Zoey is okay & thanks for sharing how you’re putting the P’s guidance into action. Also wonderful to hear how well your weekend went.
I had a small reiki freak-out when I said that I might be ready to see a couple of clients @ a local massage practice & she launched into advertising & fees & shared costs & laundry. Oof - too much!
I feel like I (kinda scared I’m jinxing something) am calming down post-attunement. Idk if I’m in a new or old normal, but feeling like I can access support- physical & non-physical, inner & outer. Soooo - helpful! Love to you and all of the lovely folks hangin’ out here.
Thank you for the wisdom of navigating this season! So glad Zoey is good!
You're welcome and thank you!
Ditto!
Thank you! :)
Yay Zoey! Are you feeling some excitement about moving? Echoey house must feel odd. ❤️ This was indeed a powerful weekend filled with transformation, love and remembering who I Am. I missed an important medical appt today and was quite upset at myself. I called a beloved teacher and learned it was because I'm not ready to go to the surgeon, I had other healing to do first. And they might not be the right Dr. Living moment to moment in this now, releasing and next! Lots of love and peace to you John and the pups.
Thank you and yes, definitely some excitement about moving.
Sending you love and energetic support as you map your healthcare.
Thank you very much 💕
Thank you for your article and your check in. I’m glad Zoey is well! It’s so nice to feel the exchange of love and the fairy godmother energies. I hope things go smoothly for you as you get closer to your move date.
I am unfortunately sick with some sort of sinus infection or something. My husband got his normal allergy issues this time of year, but apparently it was more than just allergies and he passed it on to me. I never get sick so it’s really weird. I think I’ve only been sick twice recently, once in 2017 and once in 2020. So I’m trying not to beat myself up for not taking more care with measures to protect myself against his germs. And because I believe my new migraine medicine is the reason why I caught it when I normally wouldn’t. Both things I would normally blame on myself, and I’m working on that. And not to write a book, but the craziest thing happened my husband bought some Tylenol, cold and flu for when he was sick. I don’t usually take that sort of stuf, and it’s generally the natural stuff that I take, or children’s stuff that doesn’t have any added dyes or anything. But he was telling me how it helped him so I ended up taking some yesterday and ended up in the emergency room. My whole body turned red and burning and itching. It was nuts! I haven’t been to the ER since I was 14 and I’ve been there twice since January once for my migraine and once for this. I don’t know what the heck is going on. Anyway, all that happened, and I’m miserable today because it seems like this is the worst day so far. And of course migraines come when I have a cold or sinus infection so I’m dealing with that as well. While I was at the ER, they took all of the tests for flu and Covid and everything which all were negative so that was a positive thing out of the visit. I had already taken a home test, but it was double confirmation. Yay!
But overall, we actually have a nice day today which I am loving. I have some windows open. I have one tulip that the deer did not eat popping up and I’m hoping they at least let it bloom. 🌞🤣
I’ve been thinking about you all and your upcoming move. I definitely know how hard moving across country can be. But it sounds like you’ve got awesome plans with stopping in New Mexico and that it will be a pretty fun move.
Lots of love to you and Jon and the fur babies.💜🩷
Hi Vicki,
Thank you for sharing.
Yep, very relieved it's nothing and yet after having a mild freak out on Friday, I knew it was going to be nothing.
Sending you love and energetic support and wishes for ease.
Thanks! 💙
Vicki, I'm so sorry you guys are not feeling well right now. And your reaction to medicine sounds frightening! I send you speedy healing love.
Thanks Susan! 😍
Oh wow Nora, I really loved how you described the energy flow of support and love you’re experiencing right now. That felt like such a gift to receive and something for me to take with me as I move in my own life. Opening to receive and then flowing the energy onwards giving to someone else, not grasping or holding onto it, but instead just being a place it flows through on its own journey. Thank you for that.
In my world, the relationship bubbles keep coming. Your input on Thursday’s call was really helpful and Chris and I ended up having breakfast that Friday morning (wasn’t even in the picture and then it all came together Thursday evening after the call). Kind of wild how quickly things can align and come together these days. It was definitely anxiety-inducing, but ultimately really good and grounding. It feels like things are starting to stabilize out a bit, but we’ll see.
In general, I’ve definitely been in a phase of deep reckoning with who I am and how I co-exist with other humans, whether in romantic relationship, friendship, community, larger society, etc. I am deeply emotional and I live my life feeling and processing every bit of existence through my emotional centers. That’s just how I am and how I do and I’ve tried to hide and mask and not be that for my whole life. This phase is about me owning that I am this way and I have to be more of this in my relationships and the outer world and stop masking, which feels so good and also ridiculously vulnerable and high stakes. And there’s a part of me that is so mad that this is just the way it is, that this is how I operate.
Lastly, I live in a pine forest, and our next door neighbors today cut down 12 huge pine trees. I’m SO LIVID and ridiculously HURT. These lives that had done nothing wrong and have lived for decades and decades are being cut down because these humans who moved into this home, in a fucking pine forest mind you, just a few months ago, were scared. Like don’t fucking move into a pine forest if you’re scared of pine trees. These beings who were here sooo long before are just instantaneously murdered and I can’t stop crying. This decision can’t be undone and they can’t be replaced. This was decades of growth and life gone in an instant for people that will likely live in this house for 3-5 years. But their decision lives on long beyond them. And yet somehow I’m the only one that sees the pain of this and feels the deep grief and anger and everyone else is acting like this is a-okay and normal. It’s not fucking normal!!!
Anyway, I’m sending you and Zoey and the whole family hugs and love and easeful movement in the transitions. Limbo is often an unsettling place to be, so may there be beauty in yours. 💜🙏🏼✨
And on EARTH day to kill those trees! I'm so saddened by this. I send you loving support in realizing that you ARE a gift to us, being exactly who you are!! Modeling sensitivity. Thank you.
I am so sorry for your loss. It's truly devastating to lose beings like this.
Love the feedback re: you and Chris and how you wove that all together after being so vulnerable and open during the session last week. You always are and it's such a strength, you depth of feeling and willingness to share it all.
Love received and returned.
Thanks for your share, Helen. I can relate to getting enraged by cutting trees and clearing natural growth areas. It seems like every other week, someone takes a chainsaw to something growing in a nearby park. Also appreciate your description of accepting/owning who you are as feeling “good and also ridiculously vulnerable and high stakes.” 💚
The sun has finally come out where I am after about two weeks of rain (it’s interesting to me how much my mood and the weather seem to be in sync). My headache is still there but not as bad. I am feeling lighter. I still think I’m going to need help with my crunchy shoulder muscles at some point, but it’s not accessible to me now.
I’ve been very slow with my channeling experiences since I took the class, but they are coming. I’m not trying persay, but sometimes someone just shows up to help me. I’m pretty sure Yogananda showed up for me last week to help me meditate! (not someone I even knew anything about, but have started reading his book now). I sat down to meditate the day after your transmission and ended up having a pretty intense altered state experience and feel like I came out of a huge fog of fear. Took me the rest of the weekend to process the energy through and get back into my body! Wild.
(I was feeling a bit vulnerable for being seen in my suffering in the transmission last week, I think I didn’t realize I was in so deep, so thank you for holding space for me 🙏🫶).
Love to you and your healthy pups! 😘
Hello, Jess.
Yes, I saw how vulnerable you were and you were and are beautiful.
Thank you for sharing your magical and transformative experiences.
Sending you love right back.
Jess, I am truly grateful for you being so open and real, you are a teacher!
Yes - what Susan said!
Thank you! 🥰🫶
Ah, you are both very kind! Thank you! This means a lot, appreciating you 🫶🥰
Glad that Zoey is okay & thanks for sharing how you’re putting the P’s guidance into action. Also wonderful to hear how well your weekend went.
I had a small reiki freak-out when I said that I might be ready to see a couple of clients @ a local massage practice & she launched into advertising & fees & shared costs & laundry. Oof - too much!
I feel like I (kinda scared I’m jinxing something) am calming down post-attunement. Idk if I’m in a new or old normal, but feeling like I can access support- physical & non-physical, inner & outer. Soooo - helpful! Love to you and all of the lovely folks hangin’ out here.
Thank you for sharing, Shannon, and thank you again for the video excerpt. So perfectly perfect.
Support! Excellent!
I love you