Congratulations on 25 years with Jon! That is amazing and so beautiful.
I've also noticed at times that my procrastination is not always about fear, but sometimes me just knowing where and when to put my energy, because things have a tendency to work themselves out on their own. I can't tell you how many times I went on vacation, only to return to my stressful job and find out the thing that was most anxiety provoking and frustrating had simply gone away by the time I got back. I finally surrendered my worries and poof!
Happy anniversary!!!! I love how you and I have been connected on FB all these years, and it's only now on a more substantive platform centered around people's writing that I'm getting to know you and enjoying it very much.
As to me, I've had a helluva week and I'm still trying to recenter myself. Deep breaths. Deep breaths.
I'll say this again about your wealth lives within... Ever since Michael and I both REALLY understood, embraced, KNOW this, we have had very little stress over money and more money. It's like a magnetic force or something. We were always connected to something because even when we had less than $1,000 or even $100 in the bank we seemed to have the ability to manifest things that seemed WAY beyond that monetary cost. I'm writing this, not to blow my own trumpet, but to let everyone know the magic I have experienced, knowing your wealth lives within. I think, because you taught me, we are human with a 3-D consciousness and a 5-D consciousness that we can bring more and more into our bodies. And what is 5-D? I see it as also connected to infinite possibilities, wow, that lives within me! It is wealth in every sense of the word. And it operates beyond my limited imagination. So when I "need" something, I offer my desire, "plan", and idea, up to the infinite possibilities cord, and take action when I feel, I need to do something to make it 3-D happen. Like call this person, write that email, paint that painting.
I don't know why I am going on about this so much now.
I was tricked twice today by April Fool's pranks... One was when I read an article that Ireland would change all of its road signs to Gaelic in 2025.
These feel like very tricky times and it takes a gigantic conscious effort on my part to bounce back from negative thinking (every hour), and remember to do FOAL.
I love how you mentioned feeling the Mercury retrograde effects early as I’ve been thinking that in my space too. Wondered if I was going a little crazy feeling them when I did, but this is a good reminder to just trust it.
Friends here on the interwebs, I have a vulnerable share. I haven’t had sex with another human in almost five years. And last night I did. It was beautiful and special and also painful. The tightness was so real, it felt like I was being asked to open to the new on all these parallel levels. Breaking open my lower chakras a bit and preparing me for more visible and collaborative creation, not just creating in my own little individual bubble.
He was so kind and tender and the whole experience was really connective. And it’s also sooo vulnerable to feel my body as fragile and like I can’t just handle anything. It’s definitely calling me to attune that much more to my body and what it needs in each moment, and actually voice that out loud to the humans around me 😳
Anyway, it feels big and the part of me that says it should be no big deal is having trouble letting that be the narrative. Thanks for celebrating with me and cheers to all of our collective openings right now, in all our changing ways and forms 🩷
Congratulations on 25 years for you and Jon! Wow! there's so much happening. Like you making your computer decision, I also made some moves with $$ that Tom and I (mostly me) had been stalled on for years. I feel kind of allergic to "financial planning," but I finally moved and moved quickly even in the midst of last week's sleepiness. I'll also share that we received an offer for our oldest to purchase our neighbor's car for $1K! It's a great opportunity and I'm so excited for KT!!
Yesterday we went to our friends' house for Easter dinner and I made pineapple casserole (really pineapple bread pudding) . . . 'cause it goes with ham and that's what you have for Easter. I offered it because I thought people would like it, but I did not want to eat it. Why do I always offer things that I don't want to eat? So, I got mad at myself . . . called myself some names, and today I made a vegetable tart I found on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/65rGaKmHoO/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==. I am looking forward to eating it tomorrow :)!
Idk what impact Mercury retro has on my supervisor, or if it's just Monday, but ooooof, I hope the work week improves!!
Hey - I just read that back, and for having the rough work start, my day ended up pretty dang (who says dang?!) . . . do over, pretty fucking positive! I will take it.
April 1st definitely snuck up on me! I'm feeling much more centred this eclipse period compared to previous ones. Lots still coming up to process and integrate (feel like I'm cleaning out the icky cobwebs in my dreamspace) and think I integrated another traumatic past life while I was in the sauna today (cataclysmic in nature), but managing just fine! No dramas, or crises, just noticing. Feeling stable, although exhausted.
Love your modelling of "waiting for the magic to unfold"... I think I'm going to 'procrastinate' a few things myself, including booking myself into the hairdresser!
What you said about money and making purchases is exactly how I am. That really hit home and made me actually look at, in writing, my habits and tendencies around money and purchases and questioning my decisions. Thanks as I needed it. I am still trying to learn not to do that and hopefully as I see it and acknowledge it more I can change. And I also want to see all parts in place before I do something. It helped me to see that in writing too. Lots of inner work for me. Thanks for sharing all this.
The weather here in the Chicago area is crappy with rain and storms and snow so that means bad headache weather. Had one of them that kept me up on the couch all night in lots of pain. Hopefully it passes out of the area soon.
Lots of things flying around in my head about the future.
Trying not to get too upset about politics although it is hard sometimes especially since now my favorite calm spot I sit to eat every day and relax has a view of a flag for 45 high up on a flagpole saying take America back. It is also the view out my kitchen window which means I see it a lot. Ugh. Hopefully things get green here soon and the trees hide my neighbor’s flagpole.
Truly
Thank you so much. Love right back to you.
Congratulations on 25 years with Jon! That is amazing and so beautiful.
I've also noticed at times that my procrastination is not always about fear, but sometimes me just knowing where and when to put my energy, because things have a tendency to work themselves out on their own. I can't tell you how many times I went on vacation, only to return to my stressful job and find out the thing that was most anxiety provoking and frustrating had simply gone away by the time I got back. I finally surrendered my worries and poof!
Thank you!
Yes, timing is such a huge factor where magic is concerned. Thank you for sharing. I love this example of it.
Happy anniversary!!!! I love how you and I have been connected on FB all these years, and it's only now on a more substantive platform centered around people's writing that I'm getting to know you and enjoying it very much.
As to me, I've had a helluva week and I'm still trying to recenter myself. Deep breaths. Deep breaths.
Thank you so much and same in return.
Sending you love to help with the week.
Breathing here too
A quarter of a century! Yeah!
I'll say this again about your wealth lives within... Ever since Michael and I both REALLY understood, embraced, KNOW this, we have had very little stress over money and more money. It's like a magnetic force or something. We were always connected to something because even when we had less than $1,000 or even $100 in the bank we seemed to have the ability to manifest things that seemed WAY beyond that monetary cost. I'm writing this, not to blow my own trumpet, but to let everyone know the magic I have experienced, knowing your wealth lives within. I think, because you taught me, we are human with a 3-D consciousness and a 5-D consciousness that we can bring more and more into our bodies. And what is 5-D? I see it as also connected to infinite possibilities, wow, that lives within me! It is wealth in every sense of the word. And it operates beyond my limited imagination. So when I "need" something, I offer my desire, "plan", and idea, up to the infinite possibilities cord, and take action when I feel, I need to do something to make it 3-D happen. Like call this person, write that email, paint that painting.
I don't know why I am going on about this so much now.
I was tricked twice today by April Fool's pranks... One was when I read an article that Ireland would change all of its road signs to Gaelic in 2025.
These feel like very tricky times and it takes a gigantic conscious effort on my part to bounce back from negative thinking (every hour), and remember to do FOAL.
Love to one and all here.
Thank you, Susan.
Oh yes, we know our wealth lies within us.
And yet, we are human with our human stuff.
Laughing about the Gaelic road signs.
Yes.. thank you, because I've heard you say many times.. your wealth lives within and thank you for reminding me about the human part!!
Of course
I love how you mentioned feeling the Mercury retrograde effects early as I’ve been thinking that in my space too. Wondered if I was going a little crazy feeling them when I did, but this is a good reminder to just trust it.
Friends here on the interwebs, I have a vulnerable share. I haven’t had sex with another human in almost five years. And last night I did. It was beautiful and special and also painful. The tightness was so real, it felt like I was being asked to open to the new on all these parallel levels. Breaking open my lower chakras a bit and preparing me for more visible and collaborative creation, not just creating in my own little individual bubble.
He was so kind and tender and the whole experience was really connective. And it’s also sooo vulnerable to feel my body as fragile and like I can’t just handle anything. It’s definitely calling me to attune that much more to my body and what it needs in each moment, and actually voice that out loud to the humans around me 😳
Anyway, it feels big and the part of me that says it should be no big deal is having trouble letting that be the narrative. Thanks for celebrating with me and cheers to all of our collective openings right now, in all our changing ways and forms 🩷
Oh my goodness, thank you, Helen for sharing and for trusting us all in this space with your vulnerability and honesty. I love you.
Congratulations on 25 years for you and Jon! Wow! there's so much happening. Like you making your computer decision, I also made some moves with $$ that Tom and I (mostly me) had been stalled on for years. I feel kind of allergic to "financial planning," but I finally moved and moved quickly even in the midst of last week's sleepiness. I'll also share that we received an offer for our oldest to purchase our neighbor's car for $1K! It's a great opportunity and I'm so excited for KT!!
Yesterday we went to our friends' house for Easter dinner and I made pineapple casserole (really pineapple bread pudding) . . . 'cause it goes with ham and that's what you have for Easter. I offered it because I thought people would like it, but I did not want to eat it. Why do I always offer things that I don't want to eat? So, I got mad at myself . . . called myself some names, and today I made a vegetable tart I found on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/65rGaKmHoO/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==. I am looking forward to eating it tomorrow :)!
Idk what impact Mercury retro has on my supervisor, or if it's just Monday, but ooooof, I hope the work week improves!!
Hey - I just read that back, and for having the rough work start, my day ended up pretty dang (who says dang?!) . . . do over, pretty fucking positive! I will take it.
Love to you Nora and love to all of you here!!
Love right back.
I laughed as I read this as I heard it all in your voice.
Boo for making food for others you don't like
Yay for making food for you that you do like and yay for KT and for the financial moves.
April 1st definitely snuck up on me! I'm feeling much more centred this eclipse period compared to previous ones. Lots still coming up to process and integrate (feel like I'm cleaning out the icky cobwebs in my dreamspace) and think I integrated another traumatic past life while I was in the sauna today (cataclysmic in nature), but managing just fine! No dramas, or crises, just noticing. Feeling stable, although exhausted.
Love your modelling of "waiting for the magic to unfold"... I think I'm going to 'procrastinate' a few things myself, including booking myself into the hairdresser!
Love to you and Jon. Happy Anniversary!! <3
Thank you so much.
Yay for feeling stable.
Love right back.
Happy Anniversary you two! 💜💜
What you said about money and making purchases is exactly how I am. That really hit home and made me actually look at, in writing, my habits and tendencies around money and purchases and questioning my decisions. Thanks as I needed it. I am still trying to learn not to do that and hopefully as I see it and acknowledge it more I can change. And I also want to see all parts in place before I do something. It helped me to see that in writing too. Lots of inner work for me. Thanks for sharing all this.
The weather here in the Chicago area is crappy with rain and storms and snow so that means bad headache weather. Had one of them that kept me up on the couch all night in lots of pain. Hopefully it passes out of the area soon.
Lots of things flying around in my head about the future.
Trying not to get too upset about politics although it is hard sometimes especially since now my favorite calm spot I sit to eat every day and relax has a view of a flag for 45 high up on a flagpole saying take America back. It is also the view out my kitchen window which means I see it a lot. Ugh. Hopefully things get green here soon and the trees hide my neighbor’s flagpole.
Love to you and Jon and the fur kids. 💙
Thank you
Love to you and your beautiful head.
Ugh, yeah I saw someone driving a truck with trump flags waving down my street the other day.