Thank you for this. I was expecting to feel really joyful with the Jupiter and Uranus conjunction, what instead I've been feeling heavier and heavier. This helps.
I hope your new mover provides exactly what you need. 💗
I've been feeling the fiery energy as productivity and motivation which is wonderful. But then all of a sudden I sit down to watch a beautiful evening sunset (in front of a river) and bam a wave of pain and sadness just wallop me seemingly out of nowhere and after having a good day. Then I remembered the full moon and saw your video. Thank you. It's not just a strong emotion that comes up, but an almost wildness that everything is not okay. Where normally I just feel the emotion without it triggering so much fear. I watched the entire regular local news tonight for the first time in a very long time - like years. And now I remember why I don't watch anything except a couple of people for my news these days or I read articles to get info so it's not so overwhelming. Throw in a recent break up and it's hard to stay present. But these lows have been preceded by sometimes days of feeling better than I ever have in my life.
Oh some of that fiery energy - I forgot I just told a family member over the weekend that I didn't need their Christianity forgiveness doctrine nonsense right now. After they implied several times that I should feel bad for saying something true but harsh to my ex who cheated on me and then didn't pay me for months of work and then bullied me with his new fiance. They got engaged after a month. Of course maybe they were together longer than I realize. Anyhow, I wasn't in forgiveness mode at the moment they were threatening me and while I have full appreciation for forgiveness, that is also what kept me in the relationship too long. The strange thing is this family member went quiet and then left the room for a little bit and then came back acting kind and just fine. I don't think she ever really saw that side of me that pushes back and draws a line. But my line has moved since going through this relationship. And it's a good thing overall, but not always perfect.
It's been a week of highs and lows for me. I'm recovering and as I type this soaking in a bath 🛁 I can't take too many more blows and really looking forward to things easing up in May. But dang, when is this rain 🌧 gonna stop 😑
Thank you for this. I was expecting to feel really joyful with the Jupiter and Uranus conjunction, what instead I've been feeling heavier and heavier. This helps.
I hope your new mover provides exactly what you need. 💗
You're so welcome and thank you.
I've been feeling the fiery energy as productivity and motivation which is wonderful. But then all of a sudden I sit down to watch a beautiful evening sunset (in front of a river) and bam a wave of pain and sadness just wallop me seemingly out of nowhere and after having a good day. Then I remembered the full moon and saw your video. Thank you. It's not just a strong emotion that comes up, but an almost wildness that everything is not okay. Where normally I just feel the emotion without it triggering so much fear. I watched the entire regular local news tonight for the first time in a very long time - like years. And now I remember why I don't watch anything except a couple of people for my news these days or I read articles to get info so it's not so overwhelming. Throw in a recent break up and it's hard to stay present. But these lows have been preceded by sometimes days of feeling better than I ever have in my life.
Oh some of that fiery energy - I forgot I just told a family member over the weekend that I didn't need their Christianity forgiveness doctrine nonsense right now. After they implied several times that I should feel bad for saying something true but harsh to my ex who cheated on me and then didn't pay me for months of work and then bullied me with his new fiance. They got engaged after a month. Of course maybe they were together longer than I realize. Anyhow, I wasn't in forgiveness mode at the moment they were threatening me and while I have full appreciation for forgiveness, that is also what kept me in the relationship too long. The strange thing is this family member went quiet and then left the room for a little bit and then came back acting kind and just fine. I don't think she ever really saw that side of me that pushes back and draws a line. But my line has moved since going through this relationship. And it's a good thing overall, but not always perfect.
Thank you for sharing. Sending you so much love
#OperatewithJoy for True! Thank you Nora
Thank you!!! :)
It's been a week of highs and lows for me. I'm recovering and as I type this soaking in a bath 🛁 I can't take too many more blows and really looking forward to things easing up in May. But dang, when is this rain 🌧 gonna stop 😑
Sending you big love.