Great stuff! I have felt it strongly myself and woke today thankfully to sunshine and much less muck! Glad I’m not the only one who experiences this and that you share your dark days with us as well. Some days I just feel I’m going bat shit crazy and I’ve stepped backwards a million steps. Here’s to better, lighter days! ❤️
Well, we no longer are in positive Jan.. Your wisdom, your intelligence, your loving energy, your laughter, you are a gift to me. Thank you for sharing yourself.
Hey, I loved that cauldron/ fire image. So great.
I went out to plant a row of peas and some radishes. Our greenhouse is a funky beautiful plant box, 10 x 10 with raised beds. The ancient wooden door had 1 inch of melted snow mud on the ground so that I couldn't pry it open more than 10 inches. ( I was too lazy to get a shovel) so I sqeeeeeezed into the garden. My favorite dress almost ripped as it got caught on the chicken wire, but I unhooked myself and got through the doorway. Seeds planted, I sqeeeeeeezed back put. My intention as I planted was to grow more confidence, trust in my intuition and love myself even when I falter. Also, get that house on the southwest of Ireland!
I really felt it very, very strongly. I started calm, I ended up screaming, ready just to give up and stop everything. I wanted out. I felt like all of this is just a joke and so much disrespecful. It all felt like not real, not correct, like everything ought to be different, but stuck in this joke. This ought to be very different and I am witnessing abusers having so much wins and becoming richer by the hour. I felt really offended and angry.
On top of all this, my husband's mother is getting worse by the day and has decided to let go. She's stopped fighting, doesn't want to leave her bed. She's now in a home medicalized. Now we have to wait for the unavoidable. It's going so fast and faster. And it makes me sad.
Am I crying for her situation because I know I will. not feel as sad for my own parents? I don't know and will only know when it happens to them.
Thank you for sharing. I felt "guilty". I now understand how it has been collective outburst of old things. I also feel it was necessary to say out aloud: THIS IS NOT OK collective, and you know it!
Max, I agree and thank you for the words!! THIS IS NOT OKAY. That's what set me spiraling yesterday was a run in with a manipulative new age light worker gas lighting smiling cult leader..on my tiny street. I was beating myself up for not being tougher.. but I then realized I did set strong boundaries, on the spot when she said , we should get together and I said, I can't do that.
I'm so sorry about your mother in law. I send you and your husband love.
Thanks! Happy Imbolc! I really did enjoy Ursula‘s talk about the cauldron during your transmission. So thanks for putting it here and reminding me of it. I am feeling better today after feeling so crappy yesterday, so I’m feeling the energies of Imbolc as well. Going to do a Imbolc ceremony tonight so hopefully that will continue on my more energetic and lighter feeling. I love connecting with the goddess Bridgid, as I have during our channeling, workshops and shares. And I know you are connected to her as well. I plan to practice channeling tonight by myself and hopefully I will be able to speak with her. 🌞🩷
Thank you for sharing Nora, I too have been overwhelmed and frozen the last two days, and woke up in the middle of the night with so much burning pain in my feet I made a sobbing prayer to God to help me and pretty much immediately my little fur baby who has been ignoring me lately jumped on my chest to purr and cuddled with me all night long so that I could get back to sleep! Bless that little rascal!!
And Nora there have been times where I have been in AWE of what you have to say, and I think your facilitation skills are just masterful. The way you are able to respond to people’s deepest pain with so much acceptance and presence I literally have thought that many of my therapist/healer colleagues could take a note from your book! I am also very inspired by your blog, and find it is the most authentic writing that shows up in my inbox. There is so much power in our authenticity!
Great stuff! I have felt it strongly myself and woke today thankfully to sunshine and much less muck! Glad I’m not the only one who experiences this and that you share your dark days with us as well. Some days I just feel I’m going bat shit crazy and I’ve stepped backwards a million steps. Here’s to better, lighter days! ❤️
Thank you! Yes, I hear that about the stepping backward a million steps thing. Sending you love!
Well, we no longer are in positive Jan.. Your wisdom, your intelligence, your loving energy, your laughter, you are a gift to me. Thank you for sharing yourself.
Hey, I loved that cauldron/ fire image. So great.
I went out to plant a row of peas and some radishes. Our greenhouse is a funky beautiful plant box, 10 x 10 with raised beds. The ancient wooden door had 1 inch of melted snow mud on the ground so that I couldn't pry it open more than 10 inches. ( I was too lazy to get a shovel) so I sqeeeeeezed into the garden. My favorite dress almost ripped as it got caught on the chicken wire, but I unhooked myself and got through the doorway. Seeds planted, I sqeeeeeeezed back put. My intention as I planted was to grow more confidence, trust in my intuition and love myself even when I falter. Also, get that house on the southwest of Ireland!
Love you Nora. Happy happy Imbolc and BIRTHDAY!!!
I love you and your beautiful stories too.
I really felt it very, very strongly. I started calm, I ended up screaming, ready just to give up and stop everything. I wanted out. I felt like all of this is just a joke and so much disrespecful. It all felt like not real, not correct, like everything ought to be different, but stuck in this joke. This ought to be very different and I am witnessing abusers having so much wins and becoming richer by the hour. I felt really offended and angry.
On top of all this, my husband's mother is getting worse by the day and has decided to let go. She's stopped fighting, doesn't want to leave her bed. She's now in a home medicalized. Now we have to wait for the unavoidable. It's going so fast and faster. And it makes me sad.
Am I crying for her situation because I know I will. not feel as sad for my own parents? I don't know and will only know when it happens to them.
Thank you for sharing. I felt "guilty". I now understand how it has been collective outburst of old things. I also feel it was necessary to say out aloud: THIS IS NOT OK collective, and you know it!
Agreed, this is not okay.
Thank you so much for sharing with us all.
So sorry about your husband's mother and everything that goes along with her illness and inevitable passing.
I love you, Max. Sending H. big love as well.
Thank you. I love you too!
I am sending you love Max. 💚💚
Thank you Vicki
Max, I agree and thank you for the words!! THIS IS NOT OKAY. That's what set me spiraling yesterday was a run in with a manipulative new age light worker gas lighting smiling cult leader..on my tiny street. I was beating myself up for not being tougher.. but I then realized I did set strong boundaries, on the spot when she said , we should get together and I said, I can't do that.
I'm so sorry about your mother in law. I send you and your husband love.
Good for you for setting those boundaries! Sorry you had that dreaded run-in.
Yea...it totally sucked.. I came home and had Michael smudge me.
Thank you Nora
Thank you Susan!
Well done, boundaries are very important, though I'm sorry for the meeting of such a person.
Thanks! Happy Imbolc! I really did enjoy Ursula‘s talk about the cauldron during your transmission. So thanks for putting it here and reminding me of it. I am feeling better today after feeling so crappy yesterday, so I’m feeling the energies of Imbolc as well. Going to do a Imbolc ceremony tonight so hopefully that will continue on my more energetic and lighter feeling. I love connecting with the goddess Bridgid, as I have during our channeling, workshops and shares. And I know you are connected to her as well. I plan to practice channeling tonight by myself and hopefully I will be able to speak with her. 🌞🩷
Beautiful, Vicki. I love you
I love you! Cheers to the New Year! 😁
Love to you.
Love to you Susan! 🩷
Thank you for sharing Nora, I too have been overwhelmed and frozen the last two days, and woke up in the middle of the night with so much burning pain in my feet I made a sobbing prayer to God to help me and pretty much immediately my little fur baby who has been ignoring me lately jumped on my chest to purr and cuddled with me all night long so that I could get back to sleep! Bless that little rascal!!
And Nora there have been times where I have been in AWE of what you have to say, and I think your facilitation skills are just masterful. The way you are able to respond to people’s deepest pain with so much acceptance and presence I literally have thought that many of my therapist/healer colleagues could take a note from your book! I am also very inspired by your blog, and find it is the most authentic writing that shows up in my inbox. There is so much power in our authenticity!
Big big love to you Nora! 💝💝💝
I am so sorry for your painful last couple of days. So wonderful your kitty heard your need.
Thank you so much for your beautiful words and thoughts and love here.
I love you.
P.S. Emailed you back about the other thing in case it went into spam.
Ditto Jess, about what Nora gives. And I'm so sorry about any pain you are experiencing
I am literally clearing away a bunch of old stuff as we prepared to move house. Every day I feel lighter, the more I discard or, donate!
We are doing the same here, and I love this part of moving, the clearing part.