I've been home on the East Coast visiting family and reconnecting. It's been nice. I'd like to add a place marker here that I'd like to join in on your channeling classes when I'm able to do that. In the meantime I'll try to restart my journaling.
I'm tired too. Tired of people being ugly to eachother and hating on faceless people they've never met.
I try not to let myself being sucked down the hole of being angry (on behalf of other people), and dropping what precious little energy I have. It helps no one if I'm here in my office seething over an injustice somewhere in the world where I know no one.
Yet at the same time I am painfully aware of what's going on in a visceral, wordless way, coz I can feel it even when I don't know the ins and outs of the details.
Last week came with four migraines. Last night, as the temperature dropped below 30c, I stayed up writing til gone midnight. Paying for it today, but it was worth it. For a short time the outside world stopped existing, and I felt almost like my old self again. And I loved every moment of it.
I started my monthly cycle over the weekend, which definitely instensified the depth of everything. This week has been really hard for me too. The global events have knocked me over and I’ve been drowning at times in hopelessness and despair. The lack of community around me is growing more apparent and the lack of a seeming path between here and the future I desire (with desire feeling more and more like a need everyday), is harder and harder to bare. Maybe others here are feeling some of these things too. Sending love to you Nora and to everyone in this community. I’m grateful for each of you.
So tired!!! My husband and I were talking about that two nights ago. It was after the eclipse. I felt like I was getting sick but it’s a little better today. Also sick of the needless suffering, war mongers and division. Working on being careful about what I place my attention on right now so I can stay balanced and not drain myself through compassion fatigue.
I'm tired. And feeling the collective heartbreak post referendum here in Australia. It was actually held on the day of the eclipse... (of course it was) and a majority of our nation voted "no" to giving an advisory panel to indigenous people in parliament. No thanks to a campaign by the opposition riddled with all the tricks in the political book: gaslighting, misinformation, trading on scarcity and fear, calling out 'academics and activists' as those not to trust, you name it.. It was truly sickening. The only silver lining I can see is that we're all taking a collective look at all of that right now. But then I get pissed off (!) because there are so many different spins on what's happened is really easy for people to bypass some of the realities that have been revealed. I can feel the collective heartbreak. I can also feel a kind of resolution and fierce anger among people like me. It's confounding though, when the change needed seems obvious, but the culture is fractured. Where to? I guess that's what 2024 is about. Between that and the heartbreaking situation in Palestine and Israel life is intense and sad and I'm trying to find as moments of joy that I can.
Also... I too am getting very annoyed when I see spiritual narratives that just don't seem appropriate for these times. Love to everyone x
Thank you so much for sharing. I saw what happened in Australia with the no vote and was so sad to see whyte supremacy winning once again due to the manipulation and distortion of fear. Sending you love. Pluto can not arrive and STAY in Aquarius soon enough for me.
I've been home on the East Coast visiting family and reconnecting. It's been nice. I'd like to add a place marker here that I'd like to join in on your channeling classes when I'm able to do that. In the meantime I'll try to restart my journaling.
-Nathaniel
Sounds lovely, all of it. Looking forward to seeing you in an upcoming channeling class.
I'm tired too. Tired of people being ugly to eachother and hating on faceless people they've never met.
I try not to let myself being sucked down the hole of being angry (on behalf of other people), and dropping what precious little energy I have. It helps no one if I'm here in my office seething over an injustice somewhere in the world where I know no one.
Yet at the same time I am painfully aware of what's going on in a visceral, wordless way, coz I can feel it even when I don't know the ins and outs of the details.
Last week came with four migraines. Last night, as the temperature dropped below 30c, I stayed up writing til gone midnight. Paying for it today, but it was worth it. For a short time the outside world stopped existing, and I felt almost like my old self again. And I loved every moment of it.
Thank you for sharing. Sending you love.
I started my monthly cycle over the weekend, which definitely instensified the depth of everything. This week has been really hard for me too. The global events have knocked me over and I’ve been drowning at times in hopelessness and despair. The lack of community around me is growing more apparent and the lack of a seeming path between here and the future I desire (with desire feeling more and more like a need everyday), is harder and harder to bare. Maybe others here are feeling some of these things too. Sending love to you Nora and to everyone in this community. I’m grateful for each of you.
Thank you for sharing, Helen. Sending you much love in return.
So tired!!! My husband and I were talking about that two nights ago. It was after the eclipse. I felt like I was getting sick but it’s a little better today. Also sick of the needless suffering, war mongers and division. Working on being careful about what I place my attention on right now so I can stay balanced and not drain myself through compassion fatigue.
Yes! Same! Hearing the super tired thing from other locals as well. We did have more earthquakes yesterday. Sending you all love there at your home.
Ah yes that too. I felt it and our tv wobbled. Love to you too Nora 💕💕
Exhausted!!! On the verge of tears today. Scrappy with the hubby. Sending love to everyone as I take to bed for some rest.
Sending you love. This stuff, all of it, this world and all of the loss feels so terrible right now.
Yes! Thank you.
I'm tired. And feeling the collective heartbreak post referendum here in Australia. It was actually held on the day of the eclipse... (of course it was) and a majority of our nation voted "no" to giving an advisory panel to indigenous people in parliament. No thanks to a campaign by the opposition riddled with all the tricks in the political book: gaslighting, misinformation, trading on scarcity and fear, calling out 'academics and activists' as those not to trust, you name it.. It was truly sickening. The only silver lining I can see is that we're all taking a collective look at all of that right now. But then I get pissed off (!) because there are so many different spins on what's happened is really easy for people to bypass some of the realities that have been revealed. I can feel the collective heartbreak. I can also feel a kind of resolution and fierce anger among people like me. It's confounding though, when the change needed seems obvious, but the culture is fractured. Where to? I guess that's what 2024 is about. Between that and the heartbreaking situation in Palestine and Israel life is intense and sad and I'm trying to find as moments of joy that I can.
Also... I too am getting very annoyed when I see spiritual narratives that just don't seem appropriate for these times. Love to everyone x
Thank you so much for sharing. I saw what happened in Australia with the no vote and was so sad to see whyte supremacy winning once again due to the manipulation and distortion of fear. Sending you love. Pluto can not arrive and STAY in Aquarius soon enough for me.
Yes! 💖